Acts of kindness go a long way. There are many who need that extra advice, or that ride from jail… whatever it may be it is always good to practice as followers of the Lord. I’ve received many signs lately not to go into Human Services as a Masters degree, and to fulfill my dream going into law. My strong urge to fit into psychology and to help others swamps my feelings and thoughts as my love to debate and to argue are what makes me an individual. I’ve spoken to so many lately, and we all know what the problem is and yet still cannot find solutions. It is my belief most of those in power have sold their souls, yet who am I to judge. Can someone be political and be upright or is there no such thing?
I see things others do not, and can point it out. Most of the time, they seem to think I’m paranoid, but those who know what I’m speaking is the truth they know my intelligence of the big picture is a gift. Most who haven’t walked a less than tattered path know mostly nothing, yes this is supposed to be passive aggressive. Yes, this is suppose to be contradictory. I don’t want them to suffer, but to be wise. Suffering and wisdom seem to go hand in hand. It’s sad but the truth.
I drove a man from jail today who had charges much like my husband. It is only a matter of time before I find a way to truly advocate for the people, and to find my own income the right way instead of going about it the wrong way. Souless people pass, and I see them. I see men without faces placing roses upon rose sites. Let the dead bury the dead. Let the souless roam, but not to hurt others and to not hurt themselves. Let them find their souls and let them be good. Yet, again it’s still my right to not let them in and to know that my judgements must be placed carefully on what is upright in the Lord’s eyes and who is not. The need for becoming an instrument in a good way I know will be what makes me happy. I shall take baby steps, and shall leave no stone unturned as always. I shall know before they pass, and shall know them by name before they go. I shall have this knowledge as it was provided by God.
I had a scary dream last night. I was in New York, and the pit had opened. What lies within New York as a warning sign and why this dream I have no idea. I can only contemplate it as I write, to say what the interpretations are unknown. Many things are unknown, and I will sit and wait and ponder with my thoughts, and pray once again for wisdom from within and from only God. The truth shall set you free, but to keep it in will cause insanity unless God is on your side and knows your cries. An all time low can also be turned around, and will become my destiny. Not to fear, but to love, and to be free and loving so that I can help my fellow man. Inspiration comes from all places, and I shall be the light surrounded by the darkness. Most of the things traumatized in life have been taken away and kept away. I see the truth of what I begged for years ago, and see them finally shedding light upon them. Politics do not scare me, and I will be the voice for the people as I too hear some of their cries. I know what I’m to do, take baby steps for the ride to come, and to leave nothing to chance but to allow God and destiny to fill my life with love and protection always.
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