Love, respect, it takes my soul

Love, respect it takes my soul to new fun places I’m in control
As this angel is placed on my shoulder I’ll break free- break free to be me.
As the moon does grow so does my love, and I know that it’s from above
Guiding to me places I didn’t once know to show everyone how much this love grows.
Petals around the bed, I ask a prayer and I know you all positively will be there
Where I go is up to me as I study about new cultures on how they view to be free
As the universal musical language sweetly touches my soul as the light goes in my heart-
Once despondant now fills with happiness and grows.
Prejudice replaces the love and does stand against all the hate
I learned many lessons of what was a disgrace but now those days are over it’s here and now
As I call upon the angels to come channel healing Reiki vows
The power of hands in this wonderful place a wonderous legend I am to desintigrate the bad shadows I once saw
Are gone now through the power of love of all.
As this momentum grows I remember a soul passing through the coves
Before she went away my grandma did say as the vibrant light hits those storm clowds may be gray
But they will not always be there sister, they will one day be sunshine caressing flowers
The birds didn’t sing right away, but I know now past is past of going astray.
Building blocks one at a time, I know my passion lies within helping the right people I define
A team of angels who are entities of the truth
I know not anymore abuse.
Spiritual lessons, complacence is removed as we awaken into this groove
As we show others how we do it all through time of once gray consumed.
Colorful fractal thoughts do caress my mind now
I recall a time less brighter as the Holy Spirit does define
His very blessing upon and in my soul
To help others, and to watch them grow.

We are awakening, we are free, we aren’t boxes and circles or robbed of what we can be
We are loving, we are ascending to the higher consciousness of what man’s destiny timelessly
We are rainbows from one end of the earth to the next, a blessing of colors of what to do next
We wait until that time, but now my friends, the tools are primitave lest you find.

Helping souls grow, helping them live… its now about how much you make but about the time you give.
It’s about positive vibes from one another, you don’t want reality well come find my happiness sister and brother!
I call upon you to at least see, how I help and do my part of giving a helping hand to humanity,
We can change lives one at a time, but what if we reach hundreds and build this momentum of positive never again to rewind
Those dark days can be over, as we caress your thoughts, will you open you mind for me to show you?
Will you take your hands in your life today? This has saved me so now I must save as many as I can so they’re safe.

A few mistakes, I have to play the game of life, but with positive emotions I’m a paradox
Will you want to join what this is becoming to be?  I’m revealing a secret and part of my many misteries.
We will be free, it’s our destiny I speak for us all to be free!

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Sunday Reflection on Another Monday.

So here we are late at night and with all the buzz I almost forgot to change this thing. I’ve left my life to chance and dreams to do what I love- I was once told by a great man if I could find a way to get paid while on Facebook chatting with my friends I would become a rich woman. Well, guess what honey I found a way to do just that!

The coolest thing about it is, I’ve been in business a lot before. In all other businesses, it’s kind of dog-eat-dog. I swore off business, but then I realized I didn’t have to with this one. I get to help my friends get paid so then it makes it all seem right. All the things I hated about business I no longer see in my own. I’m honestly tickled pink. I will one day prance to my dreams with my friends as we all grow together.

We are going to light it up in Colorado. Love life, love you my readers, and wanted to say you’ll all be a part of my growth as much as you want to! #WUNLife

Excited for a future

I’ve finally received the support I need to live in peace. I’ve even found others who’ve seen what I’ve seen. Prayers answered to connect as we keep quiet planning the next little something. Prayers of peace and insight. The awakening some call it and to others insanity. The tree of knowledge and pattern hang in a correlating, balancing zig zag spiral of truth not sold but viewed. How do strangers get a hold of me and are complete reflections of me? Manifestation. A part of a chapter is over. No longer powerless or feeling insane.

I need to reach those who’ve helped me in the background to make things happen. My goals are untouched and I know I’m attracting like now. Surrounded by darkness I can be filled with the light as I breath in and out focusing upon just existing.

Love and peace comes in all forms. Why I was lead down this path remains to be seen but I shall see what it is. I know I shall be safe and happy regardless but the test of life will change. This time it will lead to the path of success. I was just officially awakened and I’m adoring the brilliance of it all.

That eureka moment as they assemble and wait for my call. I do look forward to helping with a big picture to create happiness and harmony. A movement of truth and a taste of the good life. I feel this turning point. Changes ahead unknown but welcomed! Law school isn’t so far away when I think about it. Now that the direction is clear, manifestation will be easy!

Alien Abduction

I know it sounds bonkers, but I knew my origins back when I was in trouble. Though I’m looking forward, and not backwards I must write a strange past experience.

I was on drugs, and hardly ever slept. Insomnia had its cold hard grip on my sanity as it latched to my soul like a snake would a spinal cord of a rodent. I dissected my thoughts, looking for the Lord in all of the wrong places. A demand to rebel against a contemplative sinister and corrupt system with little credibility I had remaining after a series of distorted charges, determined to find the truth among liars and thieves. A truth of being a gatekeeper for the now thrashing violence of what today they’ve become. I shall not look back or testify who they are today, it’s no one’s business anyway.

As I crept into an apartment never before visited, a man’s girlfriend runs amis with another man. Mike was left for the other Mike who often spoke with his hands, with riddles, and with codes undefined to this day. The wrong crowd is the crime of myself and the other Mike, as we gazed from the third story of his wooden deck. A couple days back we had been arrested, “The gate keeper’s are out, let us bring them all in.”

“Gatekeeper,” I thought.

To what exactly, as Mike and I were absolutely lost? To this day I don’t contain knowledge of his whereabouts. What I saw was a series of hallucinations that I still can’t grasp. They call it in the middle plane of existence. I call it a mysterious subconscious and conscious moment of the unthinkable. Not even a movie could or would revisit this bazaar moment of clarity. Or maybe it’s still open for debate of my sanity raveling and unraveling in a moments notice back then.

My here and now is found by the lizard as he loves me to enjoy gifts of clear foresight. Purity as he’s albino and red eyed and I feel excited to see lizard as I gain shapeshifting abilities to expose light where it is needed. The need to blend in and live in peace is immanent.

So, as we gaze down the apartment balcony he asks, “what’s the meaning of it all?”

I respond, “God.”

We sat in silence and I saw amazing wings drifting out of the spines of tall men walking below. White and pure.

I find myself to his couch- a stranger who had let me stay to continually remain safe and untouched. The dreams that followed were of an alien with black eyes, crimson glitter below, and a white spaceship as the space we were together inside of. He passed with his mind a beautiful three – dimensional prism that contained the planet and universe in that small triangular being. He taught me to manipulate it around the white room with only thinking of it. It was amazing and insightful.

I woke the next day on the couch I had drifted off to sleep to. Mike had fallen asleep in the one bedroom nearby. A knock on the door jolted us both awake. It was a man who helped himself inside.

“Long time no see, my girlfriend and I just moved across the street. It’s strange here, as the exits are where one use to enter. Very interesting.”

I was rubbing my eyes wondering if this was real. I had just woken up moments before.

He found a seat next to me, and grabbed his iPod. He started to show me pictures of a woman who looked much like me, throughout time. It had been a long time since I’ve truly been home I thought.

The man finally approached the last slide, and he looked at me and said, “oops.” It displayed the photo of the alien I was meditating with the night before!  Strange indeed, as Alice goes further into the rabbit hole. Well, no one will ever believe me anyway I thought.

The man invited us to his apartment, like old friends getting reacquainted. We followed him into the basement apartment across the way. He had technology I haven’t seen to this day. I’m still curious about it as it contained inside of it content I still probably wouldn’t understand, but try I would!

He pointed at the screen, and said, “it’s like this… The blue one spins and spins, the yellow one spins until a time, and the green one is your planet.”

Rubbing my eyes, I was so confused. What is this? Why must I be the green set to repeat over and over? Why can’t I be like the blue one and spin around? Why not the white one I thought? Instead I’m a green circle repeating over and over. I told him to get lost and called him a derogatory name due to my lack of understanding. I didn’t know what message he was conveying nor did I think it appropriate to allow someone in my mind that much.

Mike and I left. Curious as we were sent to keep gates to who knows – what.

The time is nearing though as clarity sinks in as does the inability to be affected by outside negativity. Purity. Love. Direction.

Yet I still pray, this is all truth and my account to something that happened to reveal partial truths of the inner power I have. One seal among twelve. I have yet to know what the seal contains, but a faith that will only continue to grow.  Angels some call it. Whether Human or Angel remains to be seen as we create our destiny and fine tune it.

My love for purity remains, the need for guidance is a daily ritual. The interpretation is lost, but the knowledge that I’m pure by a lizard shows me only I hold the keys to doors I will come to one day when I’m ready.

When my grandmother left she told me something before she crossed.

“When the rain falls, it washes across the sky. The flowers bloom and the birds start to sing. You, child will know the rest when it’s time.”

Predictions or manifestation are becoming easier. Now if I can multiply my bank account or my family’s then I can own the place in the mountains in my dreams. Though I haven’t found it yet, I know I’m meant to be there. One baby step at a time as I make way for the future.

Though the past isn’t forgotten, today is what I have. Though I’m not promised a tomorrow, we all learn. We are all secret agents sent by God to do His work. If you are lost, ask and you’ll always receive. Though time is relative I would record you’ve been here more than once to get it right. We decide when to come down, and we decide where to go from there.

Peace and love all. My future is not written in the majority of this but an interpretation of life in the past. Though God is in my future, confusion is the past as my power animal changed. Serpents can be pure if white. If green look out. This serpent told me my past is gone. I woke up feeling healed, and praise God. Don’t be fooled about my words, as dreams can fool or inform. For me, I woke up to more power and purpose but we all are different and our choices have a massive affect if we acknowledge them or not.

Sunday Reflection on a Monday

Mother’s Day was yesterday, and I spent some time with my mother who I’m blessed to still have.  My grandmother is missed during these times, and she left us in 2009.  Though the pain of losing a loved one is still in me, my direction has been guided I believe from her.  My mother is a huge inspiration to me, as she once told me as a struggling High School student that if I graduated with my class, she would work a job and buy me my first diamond ring.  I still wear it as my “graduation ring” to this day though I don’t have one from high school itself, its symbolic to hard work and dedication that only a mother provides.

My dreams have been plentiful, and my dreams have provided me direction.  I had a dream of a white lizard on a leash by the police, the lizard ran away from them, and I was trying to help them find it.  It was an albino and I have done a lot of research on dreams and what their true meaning is.  Looking ahead, I can no longer look into the past.  My purity is revealed by those red eyes staring at me in the dream world showing me that though I’m an individual I blend in.  Through the help of God I have chosen my path: Human Services, then going into Law School.  I’m very excited to have been forgiven for the past, and blessed to have such a wonderful future.  My other dream was for my book to be published, but I have a lot of work ahead of me, so I must keep this brief.

Mother
Though you have held my hand and collaborated my ideas with me,
I know that you want the best and for me to help humanity.
My strength comes from you and from my father,
To tell me to keep at it and to never again falter.
My clarity and visions were a gift from God above
To tell me to always look forward never fogetting my struggles, and humanity to love.
I love the shelter you provide, through your dedication it encourages,
And if I end up short of funds, I shall walk barefoot to the whitehouse and not flourish.
My love for you begins to reveal my destiny path only you seem to see
And for a love for my mothery love to fulfill my truest path of destiny.
Reach for the moon, and wind of amonst the stars,
Though we are a few cities apart, you know that I’m never to be too far.
I love you mom, and thank you, you don’t get the respect you often deserve,
For a mother, and for a creator of life of a blessing I have unearthed.
Inborn talents you’ve given me, and encrougement along the way
Though my life has been full of hardships, I know for my past lives I’ve payed.
Thank you for kindness and for life I say may peace be with you
God is with you all my friends, and today we must live the moment and face the issues.
Though you may see what others do not, don’t get lost along the way,
I asked God how I would complete it all, and he told me never to go astray.
On top of the mountains in Heaven, I remember the Creator
And he told me to accomplish all of this, and for that I do remember.

Love you mom, and thank you for the clarity and for the strength and life.  I cannot comprehend in words how much you have shown me my rights from wrongs, and how to keep trucking.  Thank you God for such a kind mother, and kind life and know that I know where I am to go from here.  Love you all and may peace be with you always!!!

A Couple Weeks off is Nearing

As I finish my finals, I realize that I am going to have a couple of weeks off.  Thank goodness!  Though my grades aren’t the greatest, I’ve done a lot of research about great people with radical views to change the world and leave an imprint of making this a better place.  My ideals in psychology and helping others tends to grow on a large scale leaving me a huge dream and shoes to fill.  Although I’m only into my first two years in school while nearing my 30’s I realize that at least I didn’t get the wrong degree stuck miserable in a job for a lifetime of which doesn’t reflect my life purpose at all. 

Journalism was my origional choice, though as it seems I would have had to invent my very own newspaper.  Photojournalism is my hobby, and just got a few photos published of which you can see on a previous article I wrote earlier today.  It was such a blessing, and helped me decide though I’m not using these skills all of the time, I will more often thanks to the encouragement.  Though I feel the need to use a pen name due to so many scammers out there, and for my privacy, I know most of you do the same thing.  It’s sad we have to hide our talents from our true names and identity, however, I’m not shaken a bit by the face I’ve obtained a law office to help repair my credit history, and have a strong faith I’ll be someone’s right hand man (or woman) in the world of politics in the near future.  I love marketing, principals of what humanity needs, and have a less than tattered past which helps me be like a human lie detector, but also helps me shed light upon the individuals who seemingly mislead many for their own financial gain.  It’s sad the way some think.  It’s also sad most of these folks aren’t women, nor do they know the burdens of being a woman.  My life is all about turning negatives into positives so that I can one day share a brilliant and wonderful story to provide hope to others in such a diversified background. 

I have huge ideas and one of them is to create a website to reflect how employees are treated within a job.  My state is, “right to work,” which indicatates you also have a right to be treated like crap.  Not all companies are bad, but many aren’t that great either.  Though I want to work in a position which doesn’t reflect hostility for a collaboration of great ideas, I yearn to not have these ideas stolen by a manager who just sits on their romp and appears unqualified.  I’m sure that you all have been there, as have I in this right to work state.  It is my right to also after leaving the job or position to reveal secrets about how I was treated.  Though this is legal and not exposing “trade secrets,” and still being an activism for human rights, this need grows.  What if we were to have a website which would provide transparency to one another of why our tarnished names by “company X” were so miserable?  Wouldn’t that be a way to create justice?  Not only socially, but hold responsible and accountable stories in a legal sense.  That may make the world better yet, and now is the best time to create such a site, so if you’re interested in collaborating some ideas, or just want to talk, my email is: HellenJReaves@Comcast.net

Though I’m not studying any of this now, I realize I see things on such a large picture, my goals have changed and I will reach for the moon, and wind of among the stars as it’s my destiny.  Personal numerology?  I’m a nine destiny number which only shows the examples of so much leadership to grab hold of and to run with.  It is a huge blessing to have huge shoes to follow through my life’s work even with a later start than I should have.  It is said that everything happens for a reason.  I’ve revealed good and bad candidates while this election season unfolds.  Though I don’t know that we are going about socialism with Capitalist points of view, I still feel that the fat cat gets fatter. 

It’s all over the news, but I wanted to demonstrate an example: women being mistreated due to their pasts, or due to the fact they’ve been molested.  Since April was sexual awareness month, I continue to write about my own story on how I was affected, not only on an emotional level, but on a personal and spiritual level as well.  My goal is to make others tollerant, more honest and forthright, and to believe in something outside of themselves.  I recently saw a funny story of a man who wore a pasta strainer as his religious belief.  Though I don’t know how he manifested that on his drivers license out of all things, it is beautiful that he struggled in what he thought to be right.  As Christians, and followers of the Christ, it is our jobs to make a stand even if everyone apposes us.  Some of us will make it to the top with these beliefs, while others of us sadly won’t have their stories heard.  I have reason to believe I will help those stories which have been ignored one day be heard.

Meditation is key, and so is prayer.  If you find yourselves watching more TV than producing what you were put on this earth to do, or find yourselves miserable in a job I only say this: no one is forcing you to live a life of misery and if we can step into light in His eyes, He will be there to catch us when we fall.  We always will fall, but we will always be caught right at the right time before we are about to give up.  I’ve seen this true time and time again.  Though my thoughts and prayers and even needs change on a daily basis, I ask of you all to inner reflect these things and you only know what your personal truths are, I can’t tell it all for you.  You are the secret agent on your own mission through life to awake to your life’s purpose.  If you see some things, and justify they are wrong, don’t fear to stand up and say so– that may be why you’re here.  I’ve found that to be true on my story and life many times and though I don’t succeed all of the time, most great folks don’t succeed right away either.  Every success story I’ve found has had a process where they just about gave up at times.  What seperates us all?  They didn’t give up!  They also knew what they wanted in life, and went for it never taking, “no,” for an answer.  I’m telling you, I’ve stumbled many times even in this year as I write, go to school, and learn.  Why won’t you just look into things and if you aren’t happy go back to school and waken to your life purpose and your true potential.  Granted also most very unique individuals you see haven’t attended school but have had inborn talents.  So do you!!!  There is no difference, and the signs are all around you.  It is your job to place them together much like a jigsaw puzzle.  Life is ups and downs, and is beauty and exposure of not so pretty.  Maybe you too will find truth in the words I say?  Maybe one day you’ll wake up and just know what you’re supposed to do.  That’s much like my story, as I continue as a radical and expect exceptional experiences and loving situations.  Why?  Due to my life story: turning negatives into positives I’ve found truth.  If I didn’t go through such diversity, I wouldn’t know consiquence nor would I know the difference between truth and fantasy!  Love yourself, help yourself, and stand up for yourself.  There is only one life: your life to live.  So grasp it, don’t let go, and don’t give up!

Life is a maze of chaos and beauty,
Through His love, and through our duty
As human beings of light and of love
It is our message to contain worthiness from that dove
A symbole of peace, never manipulated
Our truths are ours don’t let them be understated.
You are unique and strong and wise
Don’t give up or let in their lies.
When you are ready, you too shall be free
You will one day awaken and know life’s destiny.
We are beings of light and of love
Scare away the shadows ask Him and He will deliver it from above.
Stay focused and ask for solutions on what to change and what you can’t
But the seeds today you are persuaded to plant
For a loving life, hope, and of strength
I wrote this on a journal and recopied it from ink
My journals they grow each and every day
To expose the Eternal in each and every way.
Love thy neighbor only if they are good
Don’t spend or waste time on those who’re dark but you should-
Pray for the afflicted each and every night
So the sun will shine again for us and love will be
The return favor of our destiny to remain free.

I hope this inspired some, and if not then my apologies.  This was an inner reflection… I must get back to my homework as I’m on finals week and am really ready for a break for a couple of weeks before I go back for Summer 2014 Classes 🙂

Tolerance: I have Something to Say about Leadership and the Here and now…

I need a stage and a podium. I see people making jack asses of one another and I have something to say here.

Our leaders are failing us all in many ways. I want so bad to be part of the solution so I yell hey! I have something to say here.

I watch bigots not being tolerant of one another yet they lead us? And I’m supposed to go to school to become like what… like them? I have something to say here!

When all that gushes from their lips are insults, fake promises, tyranny, and creates more corporate greed? You guessed hey, I have something to say here.

When it gets old and you’ve had enough of being a slave to the same old stuff I say hey, I have something to say here.

When their children are no longer part of the education system reform yet they want your girls and boys to be a part of it I have something to say here.

When our leaders are intolerant yet we are told to have nothing but tolerance of what they do and say I have something to say.

So should you. You know the media is afraid to yell it. You too should have something to say. Live in fear? I dare not. We only live once! You too should have something to say!

If I have to go through another two or four years of the same I might explode so God help me I have something to say.

I have been plagued by truth not propaganda yet I’m to keep my mouth shut no I have to speak up so help me I have something to say here. You too should have something to say!

“Some Colorado Pictures to Inspire: picture and drawing” By: Hellen Reaves

I drew this and took these Colorado pictures to inspire a while back. Wanted to share as I thought it might make someone’s day brighter. Always and forever
They often say to be the barer
Of the living and the truth is all we have to cling to in such a fast changing world.

“Another Sunday: Inner Refection Time” By: Hellen Reaves

So, here we are again. Another Sunday. It didn’t feel like Sunday this morning but Monday only due to attending mass yesterday. I confessed my sins, was able to receive communion… All-in-all, it was a pretty good day. One with God. It’s important for spirituality and for being one with the life force. I think rituals of purification are more important than many realize. They cleanse the soul. For me, it’s time to come clean.

I went in, and closed the door behind me. I said words that felt foreign to me as they were words I hadn’t fully chosen to be my own. Instead, a garbled mess came out (to convey) about coming across a fork or turning point in life. What I got in response was, “when you fall again, pick yourself up… Dust yourself off, take a big look around, and go for it again.” These might have been the best words of advice I’ve heard during this Lent season.

A strange coincidence today, as my truths unfold, and my eyes are forced open. Friends I’ve never seen before pull me down (or did I write about this manifesting within my life last week?) either way, I have been discovered and have discovered. Things you wish to carry out, and things you do not. People you choose to no longer allow consume your time. Friends who bred negativity, bad feelings, and sin. A relationship that should have ended in high school. Its amazing how you don’t think things will change in certain aspects sdk they do. Time you think doesn’t matter and it does. How you spend your time and efforts. Wealth to me isn’t determined in what others possess in knowledge but how they gather support on the knowledge they possess. Its cool others think I’m insane with thoughts. Crazy folk make it, “reality folk” sit at the sidelines. I honestly think it’s possible to go from nothing to everything. I have placed it in my central belief system. They have not. Naysayers won’t get you ahead guys. They never have and never will. True support from like minded are what gets you through, whatever path you take.

It’s sad to say that I don’t see it, but everything happens for a reason. As we search for what it is– we find ourselves delicately swinging at the cusp of insanity and sanity, as the motions spin faster and faster for us all. Scattered due to movement. We, as humans cause movement beyond what any animal can do. It’s just truth, life, and growing up. Stand firm for your principals they’re totally worth it!

Photos pre-flood in Colorado, N. America Rare photos before flood. My refuge to escape is gone!

Although Colorado can’t be viewed like this today due to the aftermath of the flood, here are some (now rare) and valuable photography I took in 2012. We miss our mountains, and are trying to rebuild due to the flood of September, 2013. My area was especially bad, in Norther Colorado.
Although I didn’t lose my home, the fact remains that many did.

The rebuilding project should take some time. It was given around 2 or 3 years to rebuild the devastation of homes, trails, roads, water, and in many cases everyone had lost it all. I’m currently thinking about selling these among many more, in an auction however, wanted you all to see. I would like to know (these are unedited) through graphic design, if anyone wishes to be part of this project (opinion based, I can set up some forms). Although I don’t know if there’s anyone local– abroad works fine too. Some of the proceeds will go to Colorado Homeowners (who didn’t have flood insurance as we are in the 500 year flood plain in a lot of areas), as well as towards the rebuilding of the roads (they’re renting and I would suspect no recreational cannabis sales proceeds are being funded out of the 99 million profit they made in two months. They instead seem to be more concerned for traffic tickets, along with “other projects”). For those of you abroad, things are changing for the worst it seems on some scenarios here in the states. I’m a respectful and liberal conservative (if that even makes since, at all… I love self sustaining environments, not corporations… Value above all else: education). Sadly, this is why I want to move as I see some people hugely benefitting from the sales and greed, while so many more folks are homeless. This is not by choice. No one chooses to have a natural disaster. I’m thinking about pointing out all the reasons I want to move. Maybe it’ll create social awareness, maybe it’ll create change. It might even remove as I perceive many injustices Colorado faces as corporate interests profit leaving Natives and homeowners devastated. It’s frustrating to see people suffer, and I’m only hoping to educate at this point and if more happens- then great. If not, at least you’ll know it.

It’s up to us to compile “The Peoples History of the United States, as well as The People’s History of all things.” After us, maybe a new generation will actually learn from our mistakes. This flood was due to the same levy breaking from the 1970’s. The same one was over full and this specific incident was due to major rain. The city of Estes Park, and other surrounding areas are leveled out. I have family up there as well. Thank goodness their home still stands. However, we’ve all been affected by this devastation.

Sadly too, this is one of the ways I dealt with daily stresses. I’ve not been able to return to my escape route of natural refuge for a while, and have found other areas of escape. I suppose it’ll have to unfold soon. Guess it’s back to hitting the books. Ta-ta for now!